If you fail to fail, are you a failure or a success?

This is lessons of life 1
I tried to keep lesson 2 on the pragmatic side of life

I feared being alone
Until I discovered porn.
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I feared failure
Until I realized that if I don’t try I don’t fail .
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I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that People don’t think anyway.
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I feared rejection
Until none left to reject me.
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I feared pain
Until I learned to enjoy it.
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I feared the truth
Until I learnt that I can’t tell it from lie anyway.
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I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that I have no future.
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I feared love
Until I realized it was just an illusion
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I feared ridicule
Until I learned that I was really ridiculous.
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I feared death
Until I realized that life was not much better